It's problematic when I just want to spend my time curled up in a ball and nap all day. To nap away your troubles and your anxieties and cross your fingers with the hope that your dreams may be brighter than your realities. To engage in your fantastically unrealistic, fictional dreams where you are living in a story. 

As I write, I'm already beginning to become increasingly drowsy. 

And I'd love to just fly home now. I can hardly wait the two weeks I have until I'm home. Every day is another 24 hours. Every day is now defined by its minutes. Every day is now defined by work and all that work brings with it. 

I'd love to pack my bags and fly home right now. 

On a pleasant and sunny day off, I found that I don't like wasting recalled Tylenol. I find better uses for it (even better than its original use).

last year, i decided to begin eating healthier. although i haven't eaten 100% better, i've eaten much better than i had in 2008. i used to eat fast food at least 4 or 5 times a week. not anymore. but, baby steps. i probably have fast food at least 2 times a week, if not less.

well, now i want to make it 1 time a week if not at all. it's time to cut it down. it's time to portion control and eat better foods.

also...

i haven't visited a dentist in over 5 years. haven't had a full check up in about 4 years. i guess it's about time to start!


let the new year begin.